and another year is allmost over, for me atleast, ill be 23 soon (or atleast i think so) life before is not so clear..

guess im not in the best of moods for this one, 21 days to go.. dont really wana be 23 to be honist with ya, brings me another step closer to mr reaper, who seems to have his eye on me.. since i ditched our date once before,

But anyway id like to give another yearly big, fuck you to, liz, annie, olga, Ru, yosh9, vento, malasyia, turkey, the north, everyone who owns a german car, the government, peopel who thought it was a good idea to put diesel engiens in luxury cars, and last but not least, my birth parents for letting me go so easy,

so.. guess thats it. roll on the credits, heres yet another journal entry for people to send me more emails saying how selfish i am.. oh did i forget you? ok also a big fuck you, to all the emailers who have nothign better to do with there lives than to come onto my msn, tell me im selfish cause an argument, and run off sayign "Whatever," when i get the upper hand

Much smaller thanks list for this year
Mom- For taking me in from the start, accepting me, and making me.. semi normal
Aaron- Caring even to selfish monsters
Kimmy- the holder of all my darkness, my fanticys, my secret, the only therapist in traning, or therapist in genral, or person.. at all.. to accept me.. for who, what, i really am, even now she knows what really goes on inside my head,

there, so i can type for hours, mabye cause im loanly i dunno, now i cant tell if this journal is angry or self pittying, not that anybodys left

Yeah so do me a favor.. if anybody.. anybody at all is still out there, leave a comment, just.. say "hi" thatll do, just show me that its still worth submiting, because i think the traffic has died around here since i stoped uploading, heh some people with there 350,000 pageviews.

so ill just chill here with my only freind, Mr malbro,